There's a ghost town
Of where I grew up
It's silent in the summer months
I don't belong there
But I broke myself in there
And I might die there
If they wear me down enough
I got an old baseball mitt
And a long list of reasons I shouldn't exist
This coach jumps from zero to pissed
I wanna breathe
Sleep and eat
Like a normal human would
And think about death like a game show
Praying I will win when it's all over
And there are strip malls
And kids getting high
In bathroom stalls
And there's a car parked outside
That someday you'll learn to drive
So volunteer now to live in hell
I'll give you heaven and a Benadryl
A drowsy dream
A car key
You'll hit the gas once your body goes
Following
The dollar signs down the road
I wanna breathe
Sleep and eat
Like a normal human would
And think about death like a game show
Praying I will win when it's all over
Drugging little kids
Who are wearing adult clothes
Feeding the developing ego
Drugging little kids
Where they went
No one knows
Feeding the developing ego