dopamine Video (MV)

I felt you in the dark
Knew something hit me hard
Thought we would be better off this way
And my weakness picked a lock
That's when we both fell apart
I mess up at the worst of times
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Sitting in the corner asking all the questions
Help me try to fix this but maybe I'm in over my head
Of all the consequences but all you want is something to take so you can try to forget
You peaked at 16 or maybe that was me
It'll take more than a remedy but remedies are only placebos
Gunshot, scarlet vessels
And I know, I know

That 'love' runs only so deep
For ordinary hearts like ours
We're losing sleep
And you'll find someone else quicker than you found me
Almost like a disease
Shooting up on affection
Can never find relief
Their pitiful minds can't get enough dopamine

Where do we go from here
You cast your vacant stare
Initiation, you become impatient
Force the blame on others claim that your life is unfair
Our value is extinct
When you don't care what we think
If it takes a village to raise a child
How long will it take til you become exiled?

Sitting in the corner, let me guess what this is
Pain is never felt all at once unless your breaking my neck
Excuses, nooses take away my breath
Thats how it felt to talk to you again but

Love never felt so cold
Remember how they used to meet and vow that they'd grow old
And now that story seems so bold
Always do as you please
Shooting up on affection
Can never find relief
Their pitiful minds can't get enough dopamine

Never is it fair to pick on someone who's
Out of their mind
Selfishness tends to fill the room
We can't leave it behind
I've been complicit, daydreaming solutions
A thousand times
But nobody wants to be your hero this time

But I, wish you were just a dream
Or maybe a nightmare
While I rip at the seams
Deprive me of all my energy
There's more to life than what you see
But who am I kidding?
You'll never listen to me
Your pitiful mind can't get enough dopamine