Lily Wolfe - under the moonlight Lyrics

Nothing cuts as deep as silent love, or when it's thrown back at you
So I built a cave in my room, to find something to cling onto
I can't live in someone's mind, as soon as I get out, I'll deserve you
I was smiling at something else, then I lost my point of view

I couldn't test you if I tried, you're too hard for me
All I want to do is be honest but I'm finding it hard to breathe

Under the moonlight, I looked in your eyes and saw the first lie
Nothing else is colder than a landslide falling from your own side
I saw the ending, right before we met,
I was pretending that it didn't hurt, do you remember a time when you were nice?

You said that I could call you, if I really needed it
Like that one day in april, but I guess april just doesn't exist, here
And I can be replaced, but you'd bet it be a downgrade
Erase my pictures for the hell of it, but I couldn't hurt you and get away with it, like you did

I swore I'd give it one more night, stay up until I can't sleep
But I knew that it was over, when the clock turned itself on me

Under the moonlight, I looked in your eyes and saw the first lie
Nothing else is colder than a landslide falling from your own side
I saw the ending, right before we met,
I was pretending that it didn't hurt, do you remember a time when you were nice?
To me
To me

Under the moonlight, I looked in your eyes and saw the first lie
Nothing else is colder than a landslide falling from your own side