Maybe I just wanna know
Maybe I just wanna know
Cuz all of these people be fake
They act and put on a show
Maybe I just wanna know
Maybe I just wanna know
Cuz all of these people be fake
They cutting the ties and letting me go
They can't tell the difference when I'm happy or I'm drowning in pain
Lately I feel like I'm drowning so I put the mask on so I can protect my name
I hate all the acts that these people put up but now ima part of the game
And I guess now that I'm up in this business I guess that's the reason I always get played
They never know how I feel
They'll never know how I think
Lately I've been stuck in the feels
But the closure ain't found in the drink
I tried to drown my emotions
They never do sink
I've battled a fight with depression
I'm over obsessive my mind is down in recession
You cutting off ties and connections I'm losing reception therapy I'm late to the session
I'm lost and confused and I'm stressing
Up in my mind I always be guessing
Lately I'm stuck try to get out the dimensions
And I'm stuck in the thought of you and your presents
Never the same I'm praying for blessings
Never hear me out no need for confession
I'm stuck in my mind my thoughts ain't compressing
I've dealt with the pain no need for a lesson
But sometimes I wonder how to get out my head
I hate talking bout this to all of my friends
It makes me feel selfish but down in the end
I hate being so caught up in my mess
Sometimes I think that I am a mess
I truly believe my mind is a threat
I rely on music so I ain't a reck
And for all of you fakes that hate show some respect