Suspicions Video (MV)

I put down my defenses
Laid them on the ground
I opened my arms wide,
Decided to give it another go around
I tried to put the past behind us
So certain I should be able to
After all you promised it was over now
And something you wouldn't do
It wasn't quite right that night
Even though I held you so tight
My mind raced; my heart took flight
Because of my suspicions
The passion was intense for sure
I kept letting you know how I desired more
You seemed to respond and feel like me
But it was strangely different
Not like how it used to be
I want this pleasure and your touch
In this time so close to you
I don't want to think too much
Wondering if there's someone else there too
It wasn't quite right that night
Even though I held you so tight
My mind raced and my heart took flight
Because of my suspicions
Help me tame my emotions
And quiet my mind
Is there a way to know
Can you give me a sign
I know you tell me it's not true
You say I love you and I think only of you
I want to believe it
I close my eyes and try
Now I doubt everything
I just seem to hurt and to cry
I doubt everything and I hurt and cry
It wasn't quite right that night
Even though I held you oh so tight
My mind raced and my heart took flight
Because of my suspicions
Because of my suspicions
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