Abuela I'm soo sorry
I wasted soo much time
Wish you could call me
You went away too soon
And now I'm falling
I need your love right now
I know you're watching...me
I learned to never settle
Watch the company I keep
Love is very scary
4 letters can knock you off your feet
The world is unforgiving
Protect your heart
Don't let them see tears
The clock is ticking
Don't waste your time living in fear
I push good people away
Loyalty seems to Get in the way
It's easier to get away before emotions make you stay
I try to be humble but my pride is soo strong
I keep applying that pressure even when I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
Running away from things that make me smile
I feel like I look weak
I wanna speak but I feel like nobody hears me
So I leave
Sometimes I feel like I'm just crazy
Cus My friends don't understand me
The black sheep in my Family
In the dark
I shed a tear drop
But I can't let too many go
Because I won't stop
I wish the forecast in my heart would bring me sunshine
All I get are hurricanes on my coastline
Whenever the clouds
Turn dark
And the sky starts to roar
I run away and try to hide my soul
Can't let nobody see me cry no more
Try to hold it back
But pain is hard to ignore
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
My brother I'm so sorry
I wasted soo much time
Tryna be balling
I left you way too soon
To care for mommy
My brothers keeper but I failed
My apologies
Tryna find my way
Lost in the world
Chasing girls
Grew up way too fast
But I was slow having your back
The Whiskey took my soul
Depression had me in a hold
Them Xanies took control
I overdosed and ended up alone
Feeling sorry for myself
But wasn't sorry for my health
They locked me down in a psychiatric ward
And told me bout myself
Discredited all my accomplishments
I just needed some help
Scared to ask the Lord to listen
It's a long distance call from hell
In the dark
I shed a tear drop
But I can't let too many go
Because I won't stop
I wish the forecast in my heart would bring me sunshine
All I get are hurricanes on my coastline
Whenever the clouds
Turn dark
And the sky starts to roar
I run away and try to hide my soul
Can't let nobody see me cry no more
Try to hold back
But pain is hard to ignore
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
Abuela I'm so sorry
I never said goodbye
My brother I'm so sorry
I wasted too much time
Whenever the clouds
Turn dark
And the sky starts to roar
I run away and try to hide my soul
Can't let nobody see me cry no more
Try to hold back
But pain is hard to ignore
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours
When it rains it pours