I'll never be what you want me to be
That's the lie you tell yourself to feel justified
I think there's something here that I need to see
I need to hear about the ways that I've been set aside
I haven't slept well in over a week
I've been thinking 'bout the truth I'll never figure out
I've been feeling like I'm some kind of freak
I realize that I was never what you cared about
How did you feel 'bout the way it played out
Was it just like the stories that you've heard about
Was it more than a day before it all felt too real
How did you feel, tell me how did you feel
I had a dream that you wouldn't believe
We were in the back of your car near the park again
You poured your heart on the back of your sleeve
And then I stumbled my way into the dark again
How did you feel 'bout the way it played out
Was it just like the stories that you've heard about
Was it more than a hour before it all felt too real
How did you feel, tell me how did you feel
Tell me how did you feel
How did you feel 'bout the way it played out
Was it just like the stories that you've heard about
Was it more than a second before it all felt too real
How did you feel, tell me how did you feel
Tell me how did you feel
How did you feel
How did you feel