I'm looking forward to the day where I can just Pick n Pay
No longer worrying bout the credit score or the bank details
No need to shop right, think twice about the amount of cheddar
Life's a game of chess, I flipped the switch now we playing checkers
Hard-headed soft-minded so I keep a tunnel vision
Energy contagious multiply nuclear fission
Only focused on accruing the dividends that's the mission
Like my cousins Bella, Diaego shoot my shot with precision
This my time to shine cause diamonds in the rough get polished from the grind
Cut above the rest cream of the crop that's why my haters pressed
Just cause I rap about drugs, guns, money, and sex
Don't mean I can't do you dirty like bars in a prison complex
It's a cold world so niggas pop m and m's in an attempt
To construct verses that sound as if they were heaven-sent
I ain't no lyrical, miracle, spiritual individual
I don't need multiple syllables to illustrate the pinnacle
Of my potential back to parchment and quill
Niggas used to talk bout "Yo, yo flow so ill"
Posted on the corner spitting off the dome that shit was real
Nowadays there ain't no love niggas just want a mil
Even in the summer all this ice gone keep me nippy
This hustle kept me going thinking Imma go broke you silly
Bags under my eyes from chasing the bag dusk till dawn
Recall daily IG lives OG's know what I'm on
Yea, You know this get realer and realer
They don't care they gone chop you up like liver
Death-defying experiences laid him down in that hearse
Sorry for your loss it's concurrent no reimburse
Meant to shed you skin to grow instead we shed blood
Crippling circumstances circulate through generations to come
Most of my niggas keep they heads held high
By popping pills, smoking weed to escape this life
All the pain and this strife keep eating at our grey matter
Shit, it don't matter what we lived through you could never fathom
I don't understand my purpose in life what do it be
Trying to figure out who's LittyGhoul and who's me
Running from myself but fragments of the past cling to my cleats
Trying to reach my goals but depression hollering at me
I miss them times as yougin innocence running wild
Now every time I look in the mirror shit I can't recognize
The man that I've become because I've gone so numb
Life chewed me up spit me out like a 20 cent piece of gum
But hey I'm fortunate enough to have both my parents here
Whole lot of love under my roof not a drop of fear
Wish I could say the same for my street niggas and them peers
Life for them like rapids don't know which way they gone steer
Mentally unstable but physically I'm able
To make a difference to the ones that let me at they table
Dreams hard to believe in fairytales and fables
But fundamentally this is reality's staple
And that's the truth everything that's gold don't glitter
Happiness ain't gone come from 6 check figures nigga
Losing your ego that gone make you a winner
You gotta kill yourself to be reborn so pull the trigger
I'm in this shit for the long run gotta train hard
I want way more than just curvy woman and foreign cars
One false move get you killed check your cards
You gotta fight for your spot bandaids ain't gone heal these battle scars