my favourite sweater Video (MV)

Had a good cry today
This music is hard to face
You're so full of grace
So why would I let that slip away
Maybe it's my past creeping in
Maybe I feel at home in the ashes
Pull it back like a bobby pin
Am I just a has-been?
Why do I wear this pain like my favourite sweater?
It's worn and it's torn and I should give it up for something better
Why do I swear away the warmest weather?
I can't lie at 29 I thought I'd have it more together
You're a saint on this earth
I'm just an ego who's magnificently cursed
Diving in heart first
The crowd only gathers to watch me burn
Why do I wear this pain like my favourite sweater?
It's worn and it's torn and I should give it up for something better
Why do I swear away the warmest weather?
I can't lie at 29 I thought I'd have it more together
But I've been drowning frowning
Counting all the years that I've been
Facing wasting tasting bits of what I think life could be
Leaving my twenties wiser than I wished to be
Than I wished to be
Why do I wear this pain like my favourite sweater?
It's worn and it's torn and I should give it up for something better
Why do I swear away the warmest weather?
It's a lie at 29 we should have it all together
It's too much pressure
Under too much pressure
So I stopped wearing this pain like my favourite sweater
It was worn and torn and so I gave it up for something better
Yeah I stopped swearing away the warmest weather
29 it passed by and I feel more myself than ever