I'm lookin' for that happiness
My heart still beats into my chest
I'm lookin' for that happiness
My heart still beats into my chest
Looks like the grim reaper called in a favor
He wants us on death row, he thought I could save her
But, girl, get your vest on, I ain't your life saver
She left me for him, and I can't blame her
I marvel on this, I'm just a hellraiser
Causing all kinds of problems, but I finally forgave her
Down a couple bottles, think I need a chaser
I'm kind of glad none of this worked in my favor
My heart still beats into my chest
I'm lookin' for that happiness
My heart still beats into my chest
I hope this moment doesn't last forever
Caught in this ice cold love endeavor
If lying is a sin, then I'm fallin' from heaven
Into the gates of hell, and I guess I'm confessing
This air around me gives me a dull presence
Monotonous day-by-day convalescence
And that's why I seek it, and motherf*cker I slayed it
My happiness that's been defeated, I just need some patience
Because healing takes time, just gotta be tenacious
And hold out the hope that your mind changes
And when it comes the time when we're both strangers
I can turn you down and let the credits fade in
I'm lookin' for that happiness
My heart still beats into my chest
I'm lookin' for that happiness
My heart still beats into my chest