I can't remember last time I did not want to die
I can't remember the first time I actually felt alive
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
There's nothing cool about it
I am trapped
I can't remember the last time I was an actual friend
I can't remember the first time I did not feel like a has-been
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
There's nothing cool about it
I am trapped in bed
I can't remember the last time I accomplished anything worthwhile
I can't remember the first time I woke up with a smile
Oh, I'm tired of waking up sad
There's nothing cool about it
I am trapped in bed
I am trapped in my head