LLH - Cycle Lyrics

I'm feeling lost, trapped inside my head
If I'm not back at four, pronounce me dead
I'm doubting myself, can they truly care
Or am I just imagining love in the air
Sipping on the bottle, my only relief
Drinking 'till blackout, my social motif
I laugh and dance, with a face that's unknown
But deep down, I just want to be known
Caught in a cycle, a never-ending trend
Searching for acceptance, can't find a mend
Yearning for connection, a love so true
Hoping to find a girl who'll see me through
I'm surrounded by friends, yet I feel so alone
In a crowded room, I'm still on my own
The laughter's hollow, the smiles don't reach
It's hard to connect when I can't find my speech
But liquid courage brings temporary bliss
Yet sobriety's shadow, I just can't dismiss
I crave a love that goes beyond the night
A partner to hold, to share my inner fight
Caught in a cycle, a never-ending trend
Searching for acceptance, can't find a mend
Yearning for connection, a love so true
Hoping to find a girl who'll see me through
I'm breaking free from this numbing haze
Ready to face life's freakish maze
I'll learn to love myself, no need to pretend
For the right person, my heart will mend
I'll open up, be vulnerable and true
Find the courage to express my every hue
I'll face the world with my newfound stride
No longer chained by the bottle's hide
Caught in a cycle, a never-ending trend
Searching for acceptance, can't find a mend
Yearning for connection, a love so true
One day I'll find someone who'll see me through