llucidityyy - Surgeries Lyrics

I was born f*cked up
Lotta porn watched young
Mind is not made up
Fourteen poured cups
Never do believe in luck
You will give and it comes
Life began, it was rough
Seven stopped sucking the thumb
Thirteen started smoking drugs
Ripstick broke when at the plugs
Every second I grow up
But that's the past, what is up
Time is fast, I can't run
I was bad, I was dumb
There's a lot I sit on
Though I never contemplate
I overcomplicate
In the morning 4:08
"How is this you respond?"
"Llucid will you please explain?"
Sit with me and don't complain
Don't complain
In the second grade I was walking out the class
I remember how I said I don't remember any lessons
Was in the hospital sessions
Had a colostomy bag
It was two weeks sitting in a surgery
Doctors wasn't feeding me
Momma snuck in food some jello
Time to eat (Time to eat)
Gonna be the music I'm a cello
In those moments lost teeth
I was just a little fellow
Surrounded by family
Surgeries in Louisville
Using catheters is usual
Thought of early funerals
But I'm fine I made it through
I was bullied made a fool
In elementary school
I tried to be suitable
I had problems with my stool
Wanted to fit in be cool
I was kicked, life was cruel
Kidneys did almost go boom
My bladder is always full
End of time feels soon
Llucid you still normal
I was born f*cked up
Lotta porn watched young
Mind is not made up
Fourteen poured cups
Never do believe in luck
You will give and it comes
Life began, it was rough
Seven stopped sucking the thumb
Thirteen started smoking drugs
Ripstick broke when at the plugs
Every second I grow up
But that's the past, what is up
Time is fast, I can't run
I was bad, I was dumb
Bags over buns
They still laugh, in the past, it had stung
Nowadays I sing and shrug
Bags over buns
Had a laugh, with a rat, I was drunk
My music is why he hung
Around
Now my family is proud
But they have been since I was out and off a stretcher
He seems better but I have my errors
I wents weeks into wellstone
People there could not compare
They were cool and dope
I could play my music
I went through the same notes
They said never do drugs
I didn't plan it but how could I cope?
I had went a different a route
Through a different road
I'm not mad at any folks
Who would think that Im a joke
Even now I'd call them bro
They can turn against my back
I don't care cause I've grown
Cause
I was born f*cked up
Lotta porn watched young
Mind is not made up
Fourteen poured cups
Never do believe in luck
You will give and it comes
Life began, it was rough
Seven stopped sucking the thumb
Thirteen started smoking drugs
Ripstick broke when at the plugs
Every second I grow up
But that's the past, what is up
Time is fast, I can't run
I was bad, I was dumb