LOAM - anesthetic Lyrics

They question me
The awful stuff they've been wondering
But it's hard for me to listen
When something's missin'
(Yeah)
I'm falling apart
And it f*cks me up
That you are the one that I've been bleeding from
That this is that mess that you been dreaming up
Choking on a loaded gun
And you called to me
But I was busy
Wandering
And now I can't feel anything
1500 miles away
It's never gonna be the same
Our family tree's seen better days
And now I can't feel anything
1500 miles away
It's never gonna be the same
Our family tree's seen better days
All my friends are turning to ghosts
And I'm the last one to know
I'm the last one to know 'bout it all
I'm out of touch
I've been stuck in a rut
And I don't pick up when they call
The funeral back home was a mess
And I forgot the last hundred things you said
Our family won't defend your death
And I'm disgusted after
Awake in my bed
And you called to me
But I was busy
Wandering
And now I can't feel anything
1500 miles away
It's never gonna be the same
Our family tree's seen better days
And now I can't feel anything
1500 miles away
It's never gonna be the same
Our family tree's seen better days