I'm not the first person to feel like this
And we still can't f*cking figure it out
For God sake, what the f*ck is the hold up?
We're all screaming and it's getting loud
It's always getting louder
It's always getting louder
Don't tell me it'll be okay, that it goes away
That all this shit makes sense
Cause in my mind I've had the time, and I don't like to pretend
Some things will never change and it's becoming clear
The thought that this might actually win is the only thing I fear
Pain pain go away
Pain pain go away
Pain pain go away, don't f*ck me up another day
I'm losing all my motivation. Why can't f*cking solace stay?
Pain pain go away, don't f*ck me up another day
I'm losing all my motivation
Don't tell me it'll be okay, that it goes away
That all this shit makes sense
Cause in my mind I've had the time, and I don't like to pretend
Some things will never change and it's becoming clear
The thought that this might actually win is the only thing I fear
Everyday feels like my last day. I just wanna feel okay
Everyday feels like my last day. I just wanna be okay