Loe-Ky - Outside Thoughts Lyrics

Chasin a dream i dont know if it exists
I just wrote all of this
With my own mental head

Going all week, cuz if i dont i get pissed
I be throwin a fit
Even go take a hit

Knowing its me, imma go n get a misfit this is ridiculousness
Its hits mixed with ignition spitting rhythms
When i get sick i just get a little angry when i cant spit!

Lotta ppl always askin
Man How u gonna make it in rappin?
They have asked this
About a thousand
Times so heres the way itll happen
Im not gonna sell my soul
Or let it go
Those question bro
Theyre never gonna be questionable
Already went thru hell so im not letting it go
I got my steppin stones
From prayer
Even tho im feeling like im losin my confidence
Feel like i lost it since
Feeling like im at the bottom of accomplishments
Gotta love it when
U wanna run n quit

Chasing after something idk if itll happen
Always thinking what if i domt make it into rappin
Ppl always judgin n they sayin i don't have it
Thank you so much for the love i tried to make it lavish

I been lookin at a door wonder if itll ever open
Feeling like im waiting for something that never ends up showing
Loeky needs to be flowing
Cuz when he feels the emotion
Only beats can restore him
Cuz the ghostly, phony, bony voice that keeps him unspoken
Cuz ppl think the soul just
Needs to be sold what
Kind of evil u posin?
U really thiink i wud go out there n geeve him my soul n then just go leave when its over?
What demons u holding?
I wont agree to this oath cuz
Then the demons will own ya
Id rather cope with, emotions, to go n feelimg like im owin, n soulless
Look at nf he be growin hes owned it
Look at witt he even shows it hes hoping
So dont ever mention bout the messes n the stresses n the things i shud be doing
Imma stay up in my passion that is writing making music whoo!

U know this is how it be
When negativity
Tries to be friends with me
Begging me endlessly
Not to be enemies
Ok well then we'll see
If he can feel me!

This is the recipe
1 beat, an mc, pass me, the mic please
I need quiet please my mind seems to fright me blindly
A tight leash on my sheet n 9 keys n arms reach n like 39 feet
To find out everything is negativity all up in the mind
So imma go ahead n try
To Do whatever i gotta do to get rid of these lies
That r crawling all inside
Giving me the feeling im not worth it n id be askin why
This how negative replied
Take a look at ur self
Anxiety beside me look at how bad he has damaged ur mental health!

Ow
That hit me hard
Less confident to go spit these bars
I guess my dreams they will be stars
I can't reach them he slayed me with deep scars
Then he skinned my heart
Just to show how far
He can go till he takes up my soul just to go tear it apart
U really thinking pain wud ever be a thing to use against me, please don't start!

Alot of pain that i have witnessed
N it started with religion
N just making bad decisions
I just thot that i was livin
Ok really who is kiddin
Did i ever really mention
I destroyed pain! In my heart he is finished
In my mind hes beginning
Taking tolls make it cold and behold pain has rolled up now in the kitchen
N hes burning up my lyrics n my beats n if u listen
Explosions all in my mind man its armageddon

So how am i supposed to get it?
Ik a way to get it
I defeated enemies that tried to get the best of me
N if ud try to measure the amount of anger that i had in me definitely
See armageddon in my brain n its what i call a masterpiece my soul is what i have to keep!
So. im. answering my question n oh please
Dont ever mention bout the messes n the stresses n the things i shud be doing
Imma stay up in my passion that is writing making music whoo!