I live alone
It's an easier way to accept the fact that I'm grown
Don't pick up the phone
We both know where I keep my ties, I have been this way my whole life
One of these days you'll find out
Just what you're willing to lose
We all make a living out of having to choose
Got less money now than when I was 23
I can't help that my right brain has a hit out on me
I've been thinking a lot and it's time to let things go
I wake every morning with a head full of bees
That I can't explain so I just sing
It's a living that I'm hardly living at all
All I think about is you
So, so it goes
It feels the same, it feels like I'm speaking in code
Lump in my throat
Some days I just can't talk, I feel like I should take a walk
When I was young I thought I knew everything
Now everything is splayed out in front of me
Who's driving this train I can't hear the engine hum
Maybe I make more than I believe
You come but never conquer anything
I forget how to left myself forgive
All I think about is you