Tryna find solace in sobriety nowadays
Guess I overdosed on you
Killing my lungs tryna imitate the feeling
One that was false for you, somewhat
A contradiction between words and feelings
Actions and their meaning
We're you faking it the whole time
Or scared too lose what you wanted
We grew together
Grew apart
Grew in
Then grew in reverse
Young and so stupid
Composed of delusions
Dictate what it means for yourself on your own time
Cause those words don't work when you're merely averting the hole in your chest
I'll always wonder if you just used me.