The quicker it comes
The quicker it goes
Life's a show
Full of bad episodes
It hurts to dream
'Cause dreams don't come true
I still believe in love
Her heart is my home
At times I think it's even better alone
I think I'm ok, But I just don't have a clue
Alcohol is my therapy
Guess the pain got the best of me
Sadness behind every text
Gets better, lying to myself
Isolation is my clarity
I tuck the bottle in next to me
Next to me lies the only remedy
Losing control ive lost how to feel
Recklessly
Chasing the sunset
Desperately
I'm chasing the sunset
Forget me
While I chase the sunset
Save me
I've been chasing the sunset
No one understands, yea
These voices in my head, yea
I'd be better off dead, yea
I'd be better off dead
I've been chasing sun
With fiery pessimism at the tip of my tongue
Slowly vaporizing everything I've yet to become
I've swallowed the gun
With desolate puns
I wanna face the odds but I'm accustomed to run
It's not the way it was supposed to be
If I could time travel I'd be back where I'm controlling me
All I want's a happy meal
But don't take my toy
All I want's the color green
And smokes with the boys
Yea if I was able, I'd be turning with tables
Mixing vocals with treble, add some bass to make it stable, staying reckless with the label
Paying money to perform
Hate that paying for some fans just became the new norm
Yet, shit was still quiet like the calm before the storm
Profits was like forget it
Shit stopped being poetic
Violence became domestic
Life became regrets with
A whole bunch of f*cked up questions
Conversations with God, had just became nonexistent
Isolation is my clarity
I tuck the bottle next to me
Next to me lies the only remedy
Losing control ive lost how to feel
Recklessly
Chasing the sunset
Desperately
I've been chasing the sunset