Lola Balter - I Wanna Win Lyrics

I hate how easy I am
Did I ruin my chances?
Would I do it again?
And I'd call you selfish, but I know it's just to make me feel better about myself
I'd do it all again
Do I deserve to be important to someone else?

I'll keep making bad decisions
To blame it on a fraud
I'll be everything, but I'll never be what you want
I wanna win
I don't know if I'll be able to trust again
I had my good traits and my bad
I know I'm not enough
And that makes me so sad

I wanna win
How much do I have to change
To finally figure out
"I felt this way at your age"
What are you talking about?
I hate how critical you are
How high you've set the bar
How do you do it so easily?
I wish you knew how much I wished that was me

I wanna win
I don't know if I'll be able to trust again
I wish you could hear this
I wish you knew how it felt
I hate you so much for not knowing how to help
I wanna win
I think the need to cry has finally left
I never meant to hurt you
I hope you can rest

I miss you
More than you'll know in a lifetime or two
I finally finished what I started
With you