Lola Khan - The Only Thing Lyrics

I wish I could feel your lips
Upon my cheek when morning hits
The seasons change, a sunny day
Doesn't quite take the pain away
Watching movies, smoking weed
Haven't slept through the night in weeks
Self isolation,
Conversations in the mirror you can't see
How many times can I say
I am sorry for the way
I broke the only thing I ever had
And how many times can I cry
Thinking 'bout your hand in mine
You were the only thing I ever had
Leaves fall, rain pours on my face
Trying to find ways to erase
The way you made me laugh so hard
The way that you f*cked up my heart
They say time heals but it stands still
Sitting by the windowsill
I hope you think of me sometimes
And that it doesn't make you cry
How many times can I say
I am sorry for the way
I broke the only thing I ever had
And how many times can I cry
Thinking 'bout your hand in mine
You were the only thing I ever had
So I feel now that you're gone
Unsure of where I belong
Think that I'm supposed to be
By your side, with you next to me
Know that I can't turn back time
And undo what made you not mine
I'll forget 'till you're nobody
'Till you're a distant memory