Londo - Reach Lyrics

Yea
Yea
(trynna climb high, tell me where the mountain)
(tell me how to reach you, I already found it)
(trynna go too far, I'm trynna get some mileage)
(trynna talk to God, how to go about it)
Yea
Forgive me if I don't reach you
My heart suspended, it ain't for no reason
I been trynna palm angels I been with my demons
All the while crack a smile, making it look easy
So forgive me if I don't reach you
I been inside, me and my easel
Yea, locked in, that shit for a reason
Just- forget me if it come that easy
Yea forget me if it's that (it's that)
It's shit I ain't tell my momma yet like really what you expect?
And she know her son a bomb threat if I don't get it out my chest
Why who I love share a bond with always the ones gotta guess
What's going on in my head easier sitting on that ledge
Looking into the flames, what remains, of a bridge
You know it's part of my name but ain't gon use it as a shield
You know it's all in the phrase but it don't say we can't rebuild
I know we reincarnate but it's still things you can't relive
Like going to granny crib opening gifts under Christmas lights
Or all us bowing heads at thanksgiving when it's dinner time
Hoping my cousins spend the night we up without no sense of time
But nowadays it take a month of sundays fore I see my tribe
But everyday feel like a family function when i'm outside
I'm with the gang cus the blood of the covenant don't wash away with tide
But still know where I came from do it for the ones that's with the Gods or with the guards
Trynna stay out that system, momma told me stay onna defense
Everytime she hear a siren she hit my phone cus she see it
Calling a cell home while the dial tone keep beeping
Trynna call a cell phone but it ain't nobody I can speak to
Wishing granny nem could've reached me
Lost her then lost her sis within a few months I felt God was teasing
I got the news before I performed it's no fun when you thinking
Bout how the show still gotta go on boy I was up there speechless
It's gon show if you grieving
Now I pledge my allegiance to who here when I'm cut the deepest
You was there when I needed a reason, just call me if you need me
I'm tired of law sixteening, cus the irony in not speaking
Is that your ship start sinking, until it start to sink in
That you going under, you paralyzed by the weight
You can hardly move a muscle
By the time you got sum to say all yo words they sound muffled
And couple that with the fact that you regret you was ever stubborn
No point in looking back I just need me a hand or sum
F*ck it, ima be a man or sum, huh
Ima get a plan or sum, huh
Ima go stand for sum, huh
Why you got ya arm out? huh
Want me hand you sum? huh
Go be a man or sum, hey
Go get a plan or sum, huh
Got so much pain, need me a xan or sum
Got so much pain, need me a friend or sum
I'm at the end of days, need me a gram or sum
I'm at the end of days, I just need me a friend or sum
But i'm looking to better days, I'm still my momma son
But I might be out the way, I'm still my father son
I been waiting on better days, just let me know when they coming
Baby you know where I stay, just call before you coming
I know i'm out the way, and to me that's lovely
Cus at the end of the day, ain't no one else it's just me
And I don't need no judgement I don't need no-
(I feel like, I feel like)
Sometimes I feel like I don't need nothing
So forgive me if I don't reach you
My heart suspended, it ain't for no reason
I been trynna palm angels I been with my demons
All the while crack a smile, making it look easy
So forgive me if I don't reach you
I been inside, hey, me and my easel
Yea, locked in, that shit for a reason
That shit for a reason
That shit for a reason