Gaze out in the distance
Sometimes my mind is preoccupied
Thinking bout existence
Can't help but let it ride
Longing to know the mission
Why the journey feels so lonely
But who am I really missing
Other than myself
Close my eyes envision
The higher me
Inspires me just to keep in rhythm
I often feel out of practice
No longer feel conditioned
That confidence that I'm lacking
Suddenly becomes a hindrance
Get addicted to the doubt
And now
I'm situated
Between the shame
And the guilt
Blame myself most days
For the cards that I'm dealt
I know nothing of Spades
I'm nothing like them
Don't own a poker face
It's written all on me
Obviously
Should I be ashamed
That I whither
When I am meant to bloom
That I fail letting go
Of the branches that I am meant to prune
That sometimes the baggage I carry
Doesn't leave much room
For the dreams I wanna dream
And the space they consume
What is really left to prove
When I'm stuck between planes
When they pick and pull
The parts of me til nothing remains
They want the well full
But the battery's drained
What's left is the dull
The light is at bay
Don't see the dark side of the moon
The dark side of the moon
The dark side of me
Don't see the dark side of the moon
The dark side of the moon
The dark side
I pray
Brave face
Cuz it's okay
Troubled them days
Troubled them days
Gone
Brave face
Cuz it's okay
Troubled them days
Troubled them days
Gone
Long as you're fighting
There's no hope loss
The battle is won
You gotta keep fighting
Troubled them days
Troubled them days gone
Sometimes introspection
Is a void I avoid
Then I realize it's the only place for me to escape the noise
I used to think I wandered here by mistake
Stumbled into the devils garden
But the more I plant my seeds
I realize I made it by choice
Troubles are rather timely
Their inflorescence blooms to disappoint
No longer surprising
When I'm being used for its exploit
I pick it like a rose and let it kindly
Come in like a thief and still my joy
Mesmerized by its pedals
But it's the thorns that destroy
But I'm not broken
Rest upon the willow branches
Let my weary soak them
There's life in these tears
Feel my spirit moving and growing
There's fight left in this body
I don't need no provoking
I am a warrior all on my own
I said I am chosen
They only see the side of me
That the sun zooms close in
Think there's a darkness
But that's the side that they all lose hope in
I know theres light in this body
Yes I see it glowing
I am a warrior all on my own
On my own
Don't see the dark side of the moon
The dark side of the moon
The dark side of me
Don't see the dark side of the moon
The dark side of the moon
The dark side
I pray
Brave face
Cuz it's okay
Troubled them days
Troubled them days
Gone
Brave face
Cuz it's okay
Troubled them days
Troubled them days
Gone
Long as you're fighting
There's no hope loss
The battle is won
You gotta keep fighting
Troubled them days
Troubled them days
Gone