Loner Boy - Nightmare Lyrics

I been going through many things
On my lonely in the rain
F*cked up tryna change my ways
Regret the drugs my damaged brain
Heartbroken you feel the pain
Heartbroken I fear the pain
All the pain ion feel the same
On my lonely in the rain
F*cked up tryna change my ways
Regret the drugs my damaged brain
Heartbroken you give the pain
Heartbroken i'm numb to the pain
See the pain in my eyes
I can see right through your lies
I lead my own demise
God said no it's not my time
But sometimes I feel dead inside
Always ask myself why
Deep down in me look inside
Tryna hide the reasons why
I always just wanna die
All this hate and anger
I'm tryna keep it all inside
I could be a danger
No, I don't wanna be that guy
No, I won't be a danger
No, I don't wanna be that guy
I been going through many things
On my lonely in the rain
F*cked up tryna change my ways
Regret the drugs my damaged brain
Heartbroken you feel the pain
Heartbroken I fear the pain
All the pain ion feel the same
On my lonely in the rain
F*cked up tryna change my ways
Regret the drugs my damaged brain
Heartbroken you give the pain
Heartbroken i'm numb to the pain
I been going through many things
On my lonely in the rain
F*cked up tryna change my ways
Regret the drugs my damaged brain
The only exit is the entrance
Either hell or your in heaven
After life there's no existence
Death is nothing but perception
Tell me where your life is headed
Is it death cause that's expected
If you live life in the present
Then you figured out the message