Lonescar - Means to an End Lyrics

Who the hell is this dude that stands before me
I don't even recognize myself anymore
Ravaging thoughts tormenting me
A sight of the end is all I seek
Everyday wanna smash my face
Right though the mirror glass
Break away the pieces, slit my wrist and bleed to death
I've Failed
I'm a shattered illusion of what I used to be
This self-destructive path I've been on
It's the only thing that keeps me
Keeps me from slitting away

I wish you never saw the real monster brewing up
I wish you never saw the real monster brewing up inside
Brewing up inside
Brewing
This hate I carry
A burden that weighs
This road leads to nowhere but a violent mess

Forgone in my own rage
An overwhelming sweats drips on
The voices start calling out one by one
Murder death kill
I'm suffocating
Can't f*cking breathe
Asphyxiating from all the screams I'm creating

I wish you never saw the real monster brewing up
I wish you never saw the real monster brewing up
Inside
Brewing up inside

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused but I can't keep on hanging on

Tie the noose around my neck
Kick the chair
Gasp for air

Looking back I wish I had
Just 15 seconds to myself
Just 15 seconds to myself

Black is all see
Death's icy grip
Holding tightly on to me
Never letting go from her arms