Getting stronger every day
Overstretching joy
Mind's on 100
I can feel the weight
Melting off my shoulders
Is this a dream or a memory
I never felt so much love
Go through my sorrows lucidly
Picking at my scabs
Festering wounds in my soul
Will I ever find my home
Maggots of pain
Eating my blackened heart
Vein by vein
Will I ever be sane
Poison a black hole to the soul
Delivered by meds set up by a scheme
Seeking clarity
Alone with my thoughts burning through my spine
Good morning cruel world
What do you have in store
Festering wounds in my soul
Will I ever find my home
Maggots of pain eating my blackened heart
Vein by vein
Will I ever be sane again
Sunken feeling, I cannot shake
My head spins, another pill to take
Leave me be for just a minute
'Cause all my thoughts are running rampant
Sick, depleted, reduced to nothingness, these thoughts they seem to starve
For affection over powering my sanity
A Craving to feed my disease
I'll never be good enough to match the pureness I see
Rebuilding myself piece by piece
Undead assembly
Torn apart
Body parts
Spilled upon the floor
Awake again from this nightmare
Will I ever be at peace
Waiting for my final rest
Waiting for my final sleep