Mange of the Mind Video (MV)

What started out treasured
Can often become trash
T'was why I stole the last can of who hash
Smoked it down to grizzle n the ash
But with whom you may ask?
Its getting difficult to say
Many friends have left it's getting
Difficult to stay
Say sorry saunter off to something more sinister
A man of piss n vinegar ministers smite
Abide bright n expedited in
Dep wine and detour signs
To the city that asleep or just always cutting lines
And they crooked
No one know's who cooked 'em but it's fine
When that pill hits your tongue
Rubbing numbness on your gums
Bumping luscious ruckus
From the dumb ones popping
Lips locked in Ziplocks n
Small pill bags
Take anything to make me feel alive
I'm sick of the slick slope carrot on the stick act in fact
Turned a mean mug into a drug addict
Vexed venerating his vanishing act he's just
Feeling attacked
But it was hard to act intact
When the mange of the mind attacked
Toxic sick and whack
Oddity monotonies smite n begotten me
Slayed and oddly flayed flambéed
He lays awake at night fights foresight
But he knows the end is night
High time imaginary land mines resign from his mind
Life's design strife style's slightly softer
When you realize you're not the monster
The only thing beneath the bed is existential dread and dust bunnies
Singing shame in aim to self blame and distain your strain
But it's hard to change a brain
Rearrange estranged mange of the mind
I find it's hard existing on the inside
I just abide