Lonnie 17 - Not Tha One (Intro) Lyrics

I don't think that I'm coming back
Boy I told you I'm done with that
You think you can do me so wrong
I'm not tha one no, I'm not tha one

(Yeah, Uh)
Oh look at me now
I'm thinking Lonnie in the clouds probably smiling down
Cheesing because he so proud of his great grandchild
Because I walk on new ground, I don't follow tha crowd
I went and made my own sound
I swear that I'm special
They prolly hating on me now, but really I let them
The verses that I lay down, I'm hoping upset em
I got my foot on they necks now, and I swear that I wont let up
Feel like I'm living life inside a loop
I feel like my old man doing what he used to do
Grinding because you dont wanna be nothing near average
My father had dreams that turned into dope boy habits
And thats a nightmare that my grandma keep on having
We moved around white folks so she the streets cant snatch me
I ain't never thank her for it but I swear that I'm happy
I'm tryna be next to Cole, and nowhere near the casket, nigga

I don't think that I'm coming back
Boy I told you I'm done wit that
You think you can do me so wrong
I'm not tha one no, I'm not tha one

Damn, look at this
I would of never seen me here as I start to reminisce
I was living my life as people lived thru me
When I tried to switch the path, they crumbled me up and threw me
But Allah has a reason for everything that he does
Sometimes I cant help but to question the man above
Like how make so many people without love
And allow so man demons to walk amongst us
Unanswered questions thats hanging off of my soul
I pray my niggas safe walking around with a pole
They would give anything to have a mouth full of gold
Hustle all they lives and when they die have nothing to show
Even in the summer time the streets can be so cold
I learned that shit when I was young just 2 years old
When they went and locked my father away
So nowadays
I'm tryna stay far away, from real coward ways
And falling into a daze
I wanna be the same nigga before all of the fame
I won't let materialistic things corrupt my brain
I promise I won't change for any amount of change, nigga
I rapped this verse so many times just to myself
Just to prove it's impossible to hide from your self
They asked me "Lonnie how you been dealing with all the pain?"
I say "because I know the sun gon shine after all the rain"

I don't think that I'm coming back
Boy I told you I'm done wit that
You think you can do me so wrong
I'm not tha one no, I'm not tha one