Lonzo Ma$e - Pain Song Lyrics

And it don't matter what u go thru
Don't matter where u came from only thing that matters is the person that u change from
We all had them days where we was fightin thru the rain storm
Sympathy ain't wanted I just needed me a pain song

My whole life I felt like I ain't good enough
What's my purpose it is worth it tryna make it out the mud
Don't deserve it I ain't perfect but this pain is building up
I put this liquor in my cup and smoke until I'm feelin stuck
I was 7 watched my sister fight a case against the state
Mama workin over time to put some dinner on my plate
Tried to hide all of the struggle with a smile that was fake
But I could look into her eyes and see the pain right in her face
Watch the hands around the clock and wait til she was comin home
Felt alone and prayed to god to ask him why he done us wrong
Mama told me it's a test so we can make it to the throne
She said we chosen we can't change gotta make it til we gon

Now I'm older and I realize everything coulda been different
But it make me who I am so I wouldn't change it in a minute

I can either take the anger and the pain and be the victim
Or just use it to improve my life and make it out the system, I ain't trippin
I keep my feet planted like I been diggin
I can still here my own father breakin glasses in the kitchen, always bitchin
Sayin something's missin
Man U got it twisted
Reminiscing all them times when I ain't have a pot to piss in

And it don't matter what u go thru
Don't matter what u came from only thing that matters is the person that change from
We all had them days where we was goin thru tha rain storm
Sympathy ain't wanted I just needed me a pain song

I just needed me a pain song
I just needed me a pain song