I'm sorry that I use you like a video
And pause you whenever I need a break
I figure that it mirrors what was done to me
It's been so long that it just feels so far away
And "keep in touch" is an excuse for falling out of it
I guess that's just how people function nowadays
And when I'm slick with perspiration and you're under me
I just detach, I just can't catch the heart you throw at me
Silent while I brood about my loneliness
The people I pass time with fall away
And latching onto someone isn't comfortable
Because the novelty just fades from day to day
Watching distant lovers go about their happiness
And telling people that I feel okay
I demonstrate that I can function normally
I wonder just how much more I can take