Scary Obsession (feat. BounceGod) Video (MV)

I ain't got nothing left to lose, nothing can hurt me anymore
My life is nothing but a comedy, a comedy, a comedy

Call it a scary obsession, the way that I play with these words, I speak to myself in a language that's foreign
I sit in the corner, they call me absurd, I think of a rhyme and I have to record it
I keep it together but have a disorder, they tell me to write everything in my journal
I hate to be different but hate to be normal, they call me bipolar

All of my life in the kid in the hoodie, I'm taking the hood off to show what I'm good for, the child within me is tied up
Bullies have been taking beatings, I'm punching and kicking till I get my footing
I'm sick of retreating, I'll jump on this beat like it just on my lunch money

Hop in the booth and record what is stole from me, check in the camera, show off at the cinema
Don't turn your back on me, man, just regret it
I work on myself and they call me pathetic, I'm not picture perfect, I'm not that aesthetic
I spoke to a goddess, she called me poetic, the bond that we made, it was kinda magnetic
I put it together and now we're connected, my voice is projected, the people protected
The power between us is always directed

Talking to God but he doesn't listen, I've been carrying weight, yes I'm on a mission
I've been trying to get back on myself for dipping, out on people, I knew we're gonna make a difference
So I had to get back and start reminiscing, if you look at me wrong then I think you're dissing
So you better keep quiet and keep your distance, if there's one thing about me I stay consistent

Call it a scary obsession, the way that I play with these words
I speak to myself and the language is foreign, I sit in a corner, they call me absurd
I think of a rhyme and I have to record it, I keep it together but have a disorder
They tell me to write everything in my journal, I hate to be different but hate to be normal, they call me bipolar

Call me bipolar, the way that I switch up these flows, said I shouldn't rap
Just keep my mouth closed, they shut off the lights, they close all the doors

The pain that I've been through ain't nobody know, what you know about forgetting part of your life
Hit from all angles, can't put up a fight, reliving this shit like every night
But this is my life, that's trauma, right? Everyone, everyone think they know bounce
You left me to die, you ain't hearing when it counts

The voices get louder, I'm trying to refrain from letting them win and reshaping my brain
I keep overcoming, you think it was destiny, disturbing the peace in the rain to arrest me
My angels work overtime, always protecting me, demons fight for me, I don't fear an enemy
This is my real life, be more Freddy Krueger, it don't take much to go Metro Boomin

High emotions, made them check madula, so they packed him up like the f*cking movers
Distort your life like a heavy doses, squad deleted, so there ain't no coping
It's a hit, no matter where I aim, I bet you now they gon' know the name

Call it a scary obsession, the way that I play with these words
I speak to myself and the language is foreign, I sit in a corner, they call me absurd
I think of a rhyme and I have to record it, I keep it together but have a disorder
They tell me to write everything in my journal, I hate to be different but hate to be normal
They call me bipolar