So Different Video (MV)

Kreny, you need to get up
Stop slacking
Show them what you can do
I'm so different
Why I'm different
(Wait)
Maybe God has a plan for me that I'm really missing
I'm so different
Why I'm different
(Wait)
Maybe God has a plan for me that I'm really missing
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
I just feel misplaced what a waste
Of my own time
When I try to make some friends and I find they just lie
I just want a peace of mind
Is that too much to ask
Oh no disagreeable task
They got no common sense
Why do I gotta feel so low
Why do I gotta feel so broke
Why do I continue to limit myself and my freaking goals
Why do I gotta curse myself
Why do I gotta lie to myself
Why do I gotta put myself back on the shelf like I'm a book
I feel like the world is just fighting me
Nuisance-y in my brain you see
I can't sleep, and if I can sleep, I just oversleep
Now I'm late for school
Missed the bus
Now I gotta walk
Not amused
Yeah I'm feeling screwed
But I still keep my head up
And I won't get fed up
There's so much people that don't interact with my music
Im feeling confused and translucent
I wanna get drunk and drink boozing
But I know that I can't be drinking
I made a promise to my kin's and
I just can't live with myself if I drown or down myself
Why does people push the ones that love em
(Why)
Why does people lie and deceive just for the greed
(Why)
Why does people care about themselves but don't care bout nobody else
(Why)
Why does people bully the weak they defenseless like
Glad I'm different
Yes I'm different
(Wait)
I know God has a plan for me now just know I'm waiting
Glad I'm different
Yes I'm different
(Wait)
I know God has a plan for me now just know I'm waiting
I was once a follower
I transitioned to leader
I'm feeling thirsty
My anger is bottled up in some litters
Now I just had to cool down
If you what I'm talking bout
When the sun comes up I come up
I be blazing like the trail blazers
Only difference is I don't play around
I just shoot a round
If you get me like lyrically
You cannot test me
Wish the best
You gone get an f
And a A
And a I
And a L
And you fail-your
Brain, so insane this is me talking to myself
Would you call me sane
I'm feeling pain
My mind is blank
It's like I'm in space
Can you fill my space
I need a girl
That fills my world
The world is yours
You just gotta take it now
Nobody is stopping you you just have to endow
I know I'm different that's just something I gotta live with
I feel myself when I'm not behind somebody else fence
Just still in behind that fence
And you know I be on my grind
I don't waste no time
I wanna thank jlaw for putting time in mine