Lord Jane - Tulips Lyrics

Pacing
Up and down this dirty road
Oh I know which way to go
But I can't move
I'm anxious
I'm terrified of anything new
But self-aware enough to know
I need to move
So I can grow
So I can know
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I stay
Wrapped up in my own little world
Safe and sound inside my head
Where there's no room
For me to grow
So I need to go
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
A continuous cycle
And a lonely way to live
If I never break the shell
Well ill have nothing to give
My anxiety
Perpetually
Ruining nice things for me
God I hope it serves a purpose
At least some kind of self-reckoning
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels
I need to see
I need to see it for myself
If I don't learn
If I don't learn how it feels
I'll waste away
I'll waste away by myself
I wanna know
I wanna know how it feels