woke up Video (MV)

I woke up on that bed
And there's pounding in my head
I can't shake the thought
That something bad is coming up ahead
Will I end up dead
All the walls are red
What have I become, my mind is numb
The future's what I dread
They were gonna cut me up
But that's when I woke up
Ran away confused as f*ck
Did not know what I was
And I hurt my sister coming through the door
I really hope she's okay
And I felt something inside of me change
I had to just get away
And ever since I woke up on that bed
And there's pounding in my head
I can't shake the thought
That something bad is coming up ahead
Will I end up dead
All the walls are red
What have I become, my mind is numb
The future's what I dread
Am I even human
All the voices in my head
Are people I've consumed
And I don't know if I will end up dead
Where am I supposed to go from here
I really do not know
Everywhere that I feel safe
They tell me to just go
I woke up on that bed
And there's pounding in my head
I can't shake the thought
That something bad is coming up ahead
Will I end up dead
All the walls are red
What have I become, my mind is numb
The future's what I dread