Paralyzed Video (MV)

Suddenly I stand for nothing
That's probably why I fell for something
I got the thing that I thought I wanted
But grass ain't greener, it's barely growing
All alone, gonna lose my mind
Lie a lot, cuz I say "I'm fine"
Feeling bad, getting left behind
Break apart for the hundredth time
You don't know the stress I feel
I rely on things that just ain't real
Too many open wounds that can't be sealed
Time to heal, need some time to heal
Damage that can't be undone
I know I'm not the only one
What has happened why do I feel so numb
Oh I can't feel nothing, oh no nothing
What I feel
Isn't real
I cannot move
Tonight
What I feel
Isn't real
I think I'm paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't there
Do you care
That I
Cannot feel
Nothing real
Because I'm paralyzed
It's not on you it's all on me
I'm trapped inside and can't be free
Demons keep on chasing me
The lies they say, I now believe
I close my eyes and dream about it
Life with love and then without it
Happiness, I surely doubt it
But I'll find someone and talk about it
You don't know the love I get
When I go through all this stupid shit
I can lose myself inside of it
But I must admit, what I did
I believed myself and all my lies
Told myself I'd be alright
Staying up, restless nights
Desensitized and paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't real
I cannot move
Tonight
What I feel
Isn't real
I think I'm paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't there
Do you care
That I
Cannot feel
Nothing real
Because I'm paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't real
I cannot move
Tonight
What I feel
Isn't real
I think I'm paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't there
Do you care
That I
Cannot feel
Nothing real
Because I'm paralyzed
Keep on dealing with the same old shit
God damn it here we go again
Broken, seemingly can't be fixed
Take a shot at me still get hit
Think I've finally had enough of it
You break me down and you never quit
Think by now I'd be used to it
But I'm so numb - that I can't feel shit
What I feel
Isn't real
I cannot move
Tonight
What I feel
Isn't real
I think I'm paralyzed
What I feel
Isn't there
Do you care
That I
Cannot feel
Nothing real
Because I'm paralyzed