I'm at war with trauma
Over the years built up dependencies
Black sheep of my family
I'm the one they hate to see
I'm the one they hate to bring up at the family gatherings
It's not like it matters
I'm never invited to
Those gatherings, I'm gathering rings
I'm too busy chasing my dreams
You just mad, you ain't chasing your dreams
You made your dreams your daddy's dream
Gatherings, I'm gathering rings
I'm too busy chasing my dreams
You just mad, you ain't chasing your dreams
You made your dreams your daddy's dream
Yeah, I grew up scared of this microphone
And I might tell the truth and then f*ck up
And then get disowned, well f*ck it
I made these songs in a closet for way too long
And I ain't even gay, in five years what the f*ck will they say?
He can't come to these gatherings, he's gathering rings
He's too busy chasing his dreams
I'm just mad I ain't chase mine
At least my son's making them sing
I'm gathering rings and chasing my dreams
F*ck those family gatherings
I'm gathering rings and chasing my dreams
F*ck those family gatherings
(I don't regret a thing, honestly, this is what I was made for, literally, doin' this)
I'm at war with trauma
Over the years built up dependencies
Black sheep of my family
I'm the one they hate to see
I'm the one they hate to bring up at the family gatherings
It's not like it matters
I'm never invited to
Those gatherings, I'm gathering rings
I'm too busy chasing my dreams
You just mad, you ain't chasing your dreams
You made your dreams your daddy's dream
Gatherings, I'm gathering rings
I'm too busy chasing my dreams
You just mad, you ain't chasing your dreams
You made your dreams your daddy's dream
I've been livin' a double life since day one
Shout out Woody, that's day one
Still scared to be myself around them
So I sit still and say nothin'
(I'm not talking bout Woody, that's my family, I'm talkin bout the ones that said)
He can't come to these gatherings, he's gatherin' rings
He's too busy chasin' his dreams
I'm just mad I ain't chase mine, at least my son's makin' them sing
I'm gatherin' rings and chasin' my dreams, F*ck those family gatherings
I'm gatherin' rings and chasin' my dreams, F*ck those family gatherings
He can't come to these gatherings, he's gatherin' rings
He's too busy chasin' his dreams
I'm just mad I ain't chase mine, at least my son's makin' them sing
I'm gatherin' rings and chasin' my dreams, F*ck those family gatherings
I'm gatherin' rings and chasin' my dreams, F*ck those family gatherings