Somehow I made it through the year
Went back to my old self and back again
Yeah I f*cked up but it's alright
Sometimes you need to take someone's poor advice
Whilst living in monotony I lost a lot of memory
Why won't this hunch get off my back?
It takes a lot to let you see, so why won't you just leave me be?
I got enough on my mind
I'm a mess and I can't stay focused
I'm longing for a chance to display
What I feel is there more to loving?
I'm slowly melting into the concave
Got what I need but can't stay still
Half of the time I'm searching for a thrill
The thrill is gone it's out of sight
And alcohol and pills done make it right
Whilst living in monotony I lost a lot of memory
Why won't this hunch get off my back?
It takes a lot to let you see, so why won't you just leave me be?
I got enough on my mind
I'm a mess and I can't stay focused
I'm longing for a chance to display
What I feel is there more to loving?
I'm slowly melting into the concave
I'm slowly melting into the concave