Everybody's Dying Video (MV)

Everybody's dying, but we're all just stuck here trying to get through
Another year of making sure we're remembered for all the good things that we do
Because no one wants to end up like Chris Calvin
And no on wants to die alone and poor
And no one wants to kill themselves and have to picture all their loved ones
No one wants to be here in the first place, that's for sure

Maybe I'm generalizing a bit
Maybe you're not all as f*cked as me
I know that I've been stuck in purgatory, wanting out since I was 17
But I try my damnedest to just keep my head up
And I try my best to fight to stay alive
Avoiding balconies and falling trees
Morphine replaced with powdered leaves
And still I don't trust myself to sober up and drive

As I struggle to stay buoyant
On the outside I'll play coy and say it's fine
Though I've been manic since last Monday
Overindulging to get out of my mind
I think that Carrie Fisher said it best
When she said what it's like to be manic and depressed
Honestly I'd be astounded if I lived past 25
Hell, every morning I wake up and wonder how I'm still alive