Lost Søul - check up. Lyrics

Nobody checked up on me so why would I check on you
This bitch done broke my heart so I might break hers up in two
Nobody cared about me so why would I go shed a tear for you
I'm really fighting for myself but I'ma really get it through
Shit, f*ck it, I'ma really score a three man, you can really call it buckets
I'ma really pop a perc man, f*ck

(Could I help you out, sorry) Blah blah blah blah
(Because when you say "I'm sorry", you should really mean it)
(And I hope you really mean it this time, I guess this is goodbye)
Damn, the f*ck, yuh

I really need to be myself, man, I really need to get a focus
I've been holding this pain and ain't nobody gonna notice
Aint nobody, ain't nobody
Just a 31 drum mag and god, make sure it shoots the brain, nigga
Chew too many percs now it really got me going insane (insane)
It's catching up to me, its really f*cking up my brain

I don't know what to do
I'ma just stay with the crew,
Been f*cking another bad bitch, run and break the bed up for two
F*ck, yeah, yeah, okay