lost&confused. - broken soul Lyrics

I'm traumatized from what I've done
And what I've been through
All of my life I can't escape out of my mind
I'm a broken soul with no where to go

Why you keep me in the shade
Like the dust on your desktop frame
I can feel you drift away
Where the moon glows bright in the grey
No sense of your faith
Singled out in an empty space
Jackhammer in my brain
F*cking shame running through my veins

Like a dagger in the back, f*cking twisted in my spine
Split me open with your claws while you leave me here to die
Paint your face with the blood like the warrior you are
Show your true inner form, but you'll never go far

I'm traumatized from what I've done
And what I've been through
All of my life I can't escape out of my mind
I'm a broken soul with no where to go

I don't feel that I believe I'm damaged
Still it constantly repeats, what happened?
Pushing boundries, digging deep
I'm falling further into my past
Like a ghost under the sea, just vanish
Try to be someone I'm not, shit happens
Twisted thought inside my mind, f*ck
I will never be good enough

You don't know what I've been through
You can't tell me what to do
All on my own, that's just the way it's always been, what can I do?
Sick and tired of the blues
Wearing someone elses shoes
Feeling distant from the truth
Finding purpose, here's to you

I'm traumatized from what I've done
And what I've been through
All of my life I can't escape out of my mind
I'm a broken soul with no where to go