Numb to it all
Step and I fall
Nothing will heal
F*ck how this feels
Fighting myself
Losing my health
Mentally drained
F*ck all this pain
Demons be taunting it hurts
Speaking in sin am I cursed
Taking a turn for the worst
Screaming in silence while it f*cking hurts
Devil be chanting his verse
Doing his bidding it's forced
Sinning I feel no remorse
Numbing my mind, I'm not me anymore
I don't even know why your still even here now
Maybe it's my drugs and maybe it now taste yeah
Either f*cking way I know it ain't cuz you love me
And that's okay baby cuz I know you wanna f*ck me
Bottles on the bed but it's comfy when I'm tryna sleep
Shotty got me drinking like she scheming when I fall asleep
Wake up still f*cked and she holding me a tight squeeze
It's a f*cking puddle say she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
She said she sorry that she killing me
Everyone the same, f*ck the lames, burn in f*cking flames
Feel the f*cking pain, going thru your veins, like a train
Right up to your brain, what a shame, now your f*cking chained
Sheep your f*cking name, get away from me, you f*cking lame
Stay strong
March on
Imma soldier imma die with my weapon
Imma soldier imma die with my weapon
There's a war in my mind and I'm losing the battle
At dawn, we ride with a horse and a sattle
Look death in the eyes like that shit doesn't matter
Tote steel grip iron got a whole lotta metal
Numb to it all
Step and I fall
Nothing will heal
F*ck how this feels
Fighting myself
Losing my health
Mentally drained
F*ck all this pain
Im numb im numb
Wasting away, I'm wasting away
Im sick of this shit
Im still taking hits
Stutter and slip, I might just fall off a bridge
Don't give a f*ck
Still stuck in a rutt
Seeing the visions got me in a bag
Breathing real fast
Huffing on gas
Terrors be spawning my mind is a trap
Nothing is helping, just drink till it pass
Watching things fade while my vision goes black