Lotus Kid - Self Worth Lyrics

So sad for not saying sorry
Here's to being almost twenty four and alone
I lit a cigarette on my way back from West View apartments
Now all my friends are getting married
They look at me like I have a terminal disease
I guess being the loner wasn't all that it's cracked up to be
As someone who works a career in dental hygiene
The irony is seeping through the cracks in his yellow smile
As someone living life based on the purpose of only surviving
The status of your new ones gotta be my antidote
Be my antidote
I guess I never really saw this coming
I guess I never really saw it all at all
I guess I really shoulda saw this coming
My straight and narrow blinded me all along
I had this made up in my mind
I had this made up in my mind before I met you
You knew exactly what I was about
I've been betrayed before
I've been let down again in the bathroom of a bar by the lips of my best friend
The perfect way to seal the deal on that summer
You left my show early to make out with my drummer
Is all it takes is some drinks to get you out of those jeans?
I never trusted him anyway but are you really that easy?
I guess I never really saw this comin
I guess I never really saw it at all
I guess it's hard to love a starving artist when you're not hungry for anything at all