Lou the Rapper - Friends Lyrics

I'm tryna get there so please support me
I'm move up but they tryna block me
Easy easy bro please take is sofree
They think brother weak cause i take it softly
Competition is my food, always hungry
Got flunctuations in my mood, I'm always angry
I thought we were a team, a f*cking family
I thought you loved my wins, why you tryna scar me
My come up be so different from the others
My squad to slim, every friend is a brother
My mother be a mother, to my fans and my lovers
My Dad, be figure for friends without a father
I'm tryna keep it clean so you all listen
I Keep away from sins, no shots at my blessings
I'm tryna pass a message, sit down for my lessons
I'm tryna do it different, so you smile when you listen
The ones here be the only ones that i need
Brothers left me behind, so I had to change my speed
So now I'm gaining
Fans i lost i be reclaiming
Enemies now i be shaming
Never glad to hear me playing
This ground is my field i call it zero
See louis saved the game without clarke so I'm the hero
I dictate the play see me balling like I'm pirlo
Hear my voice on the street, they be shaking like they jello
Or yellow like they sick
Should be down when I'm blue, but damn I'm a beast
The one's that left me i call them ex men
Now they texting they didn't text then
John these next few lines go out to you
We were gees from day one, you turn me to a fool
You be banging my girl when I'm out and off to school
Then you come to my house and be tryna gist like we cool
John, i call you out you a snake
Fake energy my trust to you was a mistake
Shoulda broke your head why i had the chance
But respect for your sister didn't let me dance
There's a lot of stuff that you don't know about me
I start telling stories you be wondering how I'm happy
My minds messed up, full crap fed
My heart all in pieces cause i gave it to my misses
Forgiveness now a habit not a virtue
Got a lot of crazy people living In my inner circle
You hurt me be real real bad
Now here i am, putting all my energy just to remember to forget you
I played myself because i trusted
How do i pick myself up its like I'm busted
These friends i have be of no use
Only thing on their minds, be chicks and booze
They said it's just a phase but now I'm 23
They said the pace would change but look they far from me
They said we all make it together
But when the storm comes they prefer roofs to umbrellas