Louder Vortex - Its Never Enough Lyrics

This thing started a long time ago
I know I can't rely on you anymore
I search another thing now, another way
Because you played with me like a f*cking toy
You are the one who needs
You are the one who cries by itself
I trusted you in all those moments
But I know now that I wasted my time
Say it again, say that I'm mad, say that I'm loud, nothing will bother me anymore
More than when you left me like a maniac because of who I just am
Embarrassed to the nearest point to where I have to hate myself again
The trauma is done, you can leave now
But you insist to f*cking ruin everything
I've felt so ashamed and so afraid
Take a look in my eyes and you'll see my pain
It's never enough for you
(It's never enough)
It's never enough for you
Making me cry is not enough
Making me depressed is not enough
Having zero empathy is not enough
The real thing is that you are empty, and have absolutely nothing
(You) so f*cked up
(Me) I try instead
(Trust) to another thing
Time to set me free
I don't want to be here anymore
I'm tired of being pathetic to
(You) so f*cked up
(Me) I try instead
(Trust) to another thing
Time to set me free
I don't want to be here anymore
I'm tired of being pathetic to
You thought I would never be the same
And you were right, I will never be the same
I'm too shy to show who I really am
A thousand feelings that my life is a waste
You are the real pathetic
You are the real joke
And It's hard to understand here where everyone tells lies
I'm losing my head, losing my life
Because of the lies, I can't, can't, can't keep it anymore
F*ck it, I say
I'm thinking of so many ways to
End my life
I've touched rock bottom so many times
I can't deny I've committed crimes
Against myself, my body is tired, it acquired
The lines of death
I've felt so ashamed and so afraid
Take a look in my eyes and you'll see my pain
It's never enough for you
(It's never enough)
It's never enough for you
Making me cry is not enough
Making me depressed is not enough
Having zero empathy is not enough
Motherf*cker, I trusted you but all you did was to f*cking destroy me
I believed I was the fault
But now everything has turned around
I opened my mind and realized that you have
No one to trust, really
No one to care about you
No one to make you happy
No one is here for
You!
So
Make me look like a clown again
Drown me in the waters where I will finally end
Motherf*cker, there isn't something you can really do
Does it matter to?
Does it matter to?
Does it matter to?
Does it matter to you?
So f*cked up
(Me) I try instead
(Trust) to another thing
Time to set me free
I don't want to be here anymore
I'm tired of being pathetic to
(You) so f*cked up
(Me) I try instead
(Trust) to another thing
Time to set me free
I don't want to be here anymore
I'm tired of being pathetic to
Pathetic to you!