LoudWater - Your Fault (feat. Kam Michael & Jxve) Lyrics

You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
F*ck you, yeah I still love you
Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still f*ck you
And I need a way I can bury this
I've talked to like so many therapists
I bottle this up 'till it reaches the top
Then sip 'till I'm losing awareness
I feel like nobody's hearing this
I'm tired of running in place
I'd tell you I'm fine, but I would be lying
To say that I'm ever okay
Now I'm just stuck in my head
Looking for reasons to get out of bed
Wish I was dead
Wish that the feelings I hold would
Jump off an edge, harder than said
And I don't really like to open up
Maybe 'cause you tend to break me down
I was so happy when it was us
Now it gets rainy when you're around
So give me a reason why I shouldn't go
Know we have things that we both never show
I've been so broken with nothing to hold
So give me a reason why I shouldn't go
Know we have things that we both never show
I've been so broken with nothing to hold
I say that I'm good but really
You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
F*ck you, yeah I still love you
Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still f*ck you
Told you I wasn't like other guys'
Cared for your heart and you f*cked with mine
Say the lesson always comes with time
Always sit back and I wonder why
What made me so f*ckin' blind
I covered my eyes and ignored the signs
Everything you told me was a lie
I suck at love but I f*ckin' tried
Came and left me out of nowhere
Oh yeah truth is you just don't care
Took me a minute to get with the program
Think it's best that I don't go there
Plenty of fish in the ocean
I think deep down I was hoping
You wouldn't leave and leave me broken
Have to drink for me to cope with
All these f*cked up thoughts and emotions
Don't know what I thought when I wrote this
All I feel right now is hopeless
Why is it this room is closing in
And I can't breathe I'm choking
Feel my thought's start pouring over
You were not my four-leaf clover
Now I have to start all over
Hate who I am when I'm sober
Wish I had some sort of closure
But I know that I can't decode it
Time feels like it's getting slower
I just want to be left alone
Just so I can set the tone
I already tried to turn off my phone
But if you called I'd never know it
You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
F*ck you, yeah I still love you
Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still f*ck you