Tear Myself Apart Video (MV)

I'm wanting to die
Don't mind if I try
Waking up in the morning like my life's a lie
Don't know how to fight it, I know how to hide it
Know nothing but pain
I'm a candle with a matchsticks brain
Bullet in, rush it through my vein ayy
Make me go, make me insane ayy
Make me walk through this acid rain ayy
Light me up with that butane ayy
Well start a fire with my bones
Drag me down with sticks and stones
We won't always be alone
You can write that on my gravestone

These tattoo's and piercings
They help with my healing
The drugs and the action
Give me a distraction
But never fulfilling
My own proposition
I'm purple at heart
I tear myself apart now
I tear myself apart now
I tear myself apart now

We apart now
You in the dark now
I should be proud
But where my heart now
I hate the world and I hate this place
And I hate staring at the stupid look on your face
I'm sorry to be a disgrace
It's just my vendetta for the human race
My only salvation is your embrace
And I don't give a f**k what the lawyers say
You try to confine me behind your walls
Can't you see I do it in my own halls
Cause I'm restricted by voices of lead
Saying I'm better off dead

These tattoo's and piercings
They help with my healing
The drugs and the action
Give me a distraction
But never fulfilling
My own proposition
I'm purple at heart
I tear myself apart now
I tear myself apart now
I tear myself apart now