Louie Leclair - Grip Lyrics

I'm feeling nothing
I feel it all
I'm feeling nothing
I feel it all

Been a long time
Since I started up this climb
I've been trying to find a grip
While I'm scraping for a dime

You can say that's it's a crime
Self infliction by design
And I never been this selfish
But I'm tryna live my prime

I mean

Look at all the evidence
I'm only feelin numb to shit
Only when I spit these rhymes
Do I feel some confidence

And even though theres nothing left I put my heart in all of this
Coming from the bottom I've been dyin in my own abyss

You can say that I did it to myself
All in all I've been King of my own hell

Just me and Mary I don't want nobody else
They be saying that I need em I stay talking to myself

So
If you made the bed well you better lay down
You be looking kind of tired so you shouldn't f*ck around

Cause shit be getting real
And I don't think you can deal
I mean I just hope you realize
One day what it feels like

When you're all alone
And Diggin through your soul
You been tryna find your old self but ain't nobody home
So you take it to the dome
One more hit until you're gone
Ya you wanna ease the pain
But it keep on coming on

Lone Rider lone Rider lone
No cryin no cryin no
Lone Rider lone Rider lone
No lyin no lyin no

Said she wanna see me cause she wanna see me dead
Well baby that's ok you can fill my head with lead
Put 40 to my brain I don't take back what I said
I'm love you till I'm gone never worth the tears you shed

Well
I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok now
Just another day I be walkin in the fray ya
And Looking back
While I reminisce the past
I be scared to face the future so I live it like my last

But it never seems enough
When the going getting tough
Ya life's a lil bitch and she like it kind of rough
So she calling out my bluff
And we getting in a scuff
Ya I Always feel the pain but I never feel the love

You don't gotta tell me
Actin like you know me
Never gonna be me no

And you don't gotta tell me
Actin like you know me
Never gonna be me no

Every persons truth is another person's lie
If you wanna take the risk well you better pick a side
I've been tryna paint a picture perfect hang it when I die
So I'm crawling from the basement like I never seen the sky

You can say that I did it to myself
All in all I've been King of my own hell

Just me and Mary I don't want nobody else
They be saying that I need em I stay talking to myself

I'm feeling nothing
I feel it all
I'm feeling nothing
I feel it all