Chapter 1 Video (MV)

It's every damn morning
Looking out the window on my way to work
As a real man I stand by my word
And I really don't know how to feel about this world
Outside I'm happy, inside im burnt

Chapter 1
Let me do it for mom
I aint talking about my father cause that man is gone
Wasn't interested so with me he was done
Whatever, don't get me wrong cause today I am calm
Let's stick back to the topic got a lot going on
Started lookin for a job
Had to get my own bread, had to get it done
But at the end of the day i forever stay young

Chapter 2
This one is for you and all the shit we went through
Used to call u my boo
And i really really felt it our love was true
I hope u still remember cause this aint nothin new
U used hang with my crew
And I trusted you on all the shit that u knew
Couldn't loose whatever i was feeling for you
Damn here we go again i don't know what to do

Chapter 3
Sometimes I think about the earth and that's what I see
The nature is a beauty but we smoking them trees
Im thinking about it daily it's about 30 degrees

Chapter 4
Streets full of criminality, now they even more
All we need is peace but all we have is war
Think about it for a second drop the gun on the floor
Let's just act like u aint never did this before

Chapter 5
Nah, wait, this one is a lie

Let's switch chaper 6 when I go to the fridge and I grab me some liqour
But it just got bigger I still see the picture the rich got richer the broke is still snitchin
See that's how I'm feeling I think we all trippin

Chapter 7
This one is a lesson
If u is criminal think about your profession
Is it really worth it or is it just aggression
Now don't be mad at me when im askin you this question
You'd rather learn from it while you makin this one confession

Chapter 8
Thought about everything and I think I'm straight
It needs way to many ppl to get rid of the hate
And even if I could there is nothing I can change
I don't even know why this is stuck in my brain

Chapter 9
Yeah I'm doing fine

Chapter 10
Is this really the end?

I don't want to think bout this right now
I don't wanna feel like this right now
I don't wanna deal with this right now
Imma keep it real with this right now
And that's how I'm feeling yeah
I got my reasons yeah
That's how I'm feeling yeah
I got my reasons yeah

Chapter 500
I'm drunk in this jungle
Where love being hunted
Suffering hunger and I am just wondering what I'm confronting
If money's the topic everybody's running

Oh my god i can't watch it
But at the same time I can't stop it
So what's the point of thinking bout it I might just drop it
But it feels like it's locked in it's shocking
I just can't unlock it
Let's talk about this topic
We all about the profit
Matter of fact let's talk about the losses
2019 let's make a promise, let's just honest let's just be real
And this is really how we all should feel

And yeah I'm back on it again but Pulling the trigger is not going to wash away the pain
So you better use your brain cause
If you catch this body no you aint going to get away

Oh you bad than a motherf*cker
U actin' a motherf*cker
U cappin' a motherf*cker

But you still gotta pay
And one day
You going to regret whatever you did
Laugh but only with tears
Can't make it disappear
You are your biggest fear

Yeah are you well educated you wash your own dishes?
Making a statement a famous addition
This dedicated to mr and mrs
You gotta be grateful not only on christmas
Listen
I love everybody from a distance
And this is
The reason I aint dissin'
I wanna give out kisses
To everybody who been there and helped me with my business
The real that im missin'

Had get my mind fixed yeah
Had to stop trippin'
Yeah that's how I'm feeling

I don't want to think bout this right now
I don't wanna feel like this right now
I don't wanna deal with this right now
Imma keep it real with this right now
And that's how I'm feeling yeah
I got my reasons yeah
That's how I'm feeling yeah
I got my reasons yeah