At night I wanna take my life the cobian way
Sometimes I wanna hit the streets the cocaine way
I just can't never be happy come take this pain away
Come take my gun befire I blow my brain away
Sometimes Its hard to understand what my brain say
I been taking drugs and drinking mud so ima gain weight
I know my time coming and sometimes I feel I can't wait
I checked into heart break hotel they said I can't stay
Don't know why I keep smoking doctor said that i ain't breathing right
Back when Ryan died the first time I thought I seen the light
Had a lot of women say they love me but they seem to lie
I know it ain't no reason for this pain I just done seen a lot
They say treat people how you wanna be treated but they keep dragging me
Everytime I have a dream the devil he toe tagging me
I ain't tryna show the bad in me
I'm hurting but I'm glad to be
I know God want me winning I just wish I knew his strategy
I show respect to Kurt Cobain
Because I really feel his pain
Drugs driving me insane
I feel like kobe in the lane
Cause still shoot all by myself
Ian worried bout my health
Thinking bout the pain I felt
I'm drowning just like Micheal Phelps
At night I wanna take my life the cobian way
Sometimes I wanna hit the streets the cocaine way
I just can't never be happy come take this pain away
Come take my gun befire I blow my brain away
Sometimes Its hard to understand what my brain say
I been taking drugs and drinking mud so ima gain weight
I know my time coming and sometimes I feel I can't wait
I checked into heart break hotel they said I can't stay