Lovalty - I Hate... I Hate... Lyrics

I Drink and i drink
Until i overthink
I never had someone who took me under their wing
Its sad
Cus the only real problem was me
I miss what we had
Ill leave it all in the past
It hurts
But ill keep on pushing
Never look back
The demons are lurking
Surroundin like bats
I just want real friend
Who always has my back
I can feel them in my skin
They stab me like a f*ckin tac
Youve got me reminiscing
I cant make my decisions
Im under supervision
Cus i Bottle my emotions
I hope
Its just the pot i piss in
Ill say how im feelin
Say that you really care
But you dont
I despise hes around you
Say hes just friend
But baby we were friends too
Darling ill be happy with or without you
I always doubt you
Your such a mouthful
I lost my grip
Say its ok so that i will slip
Girl your my gift
Take my love have a hell of a trip
I think that you care
Show me all the reasons why you werent there
The commitment
Got me scared
And Im so stresssed
Got me pulling out my hair
We arent a good pair
But nobody can compare
But ill keep on pushing
Never look back
The demons are lurking
Surroundin like bats
I just want real friend
Who always has my back
I can feel them in my skin
They stab me like a f*ckin tack